stolen from queenhrosie

The rules:


* List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.

* Don't say who they pertain to.

* Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

* Never discuss it again.

1) the reason i'm not ready yet is that i think you might break my heart. i will not let me love you.

2) i hate that we lost what we had. i thought it was important but too-busy turned into nothing-to-talk-about turned into insensitivity and not-caring. i wish it hadn't.

3) i still miss you. i still hate that you didn't want me enough to try and keep me.

4) you are the only thing that keeps me sane and gives me hope of being better.

5) i love you and i cannot wait to tell you. i hope that i won't stop loving you once i have.

6) i would do anything for you.

7) i am so scared to lose you. i don't know what i will do when you are gone, i might not be able to cope anymore without you.

8) you are still a good person, and we still love you.

9) why didn't you call.

10) it's too late for us to be best friends, i've already lost respect for you, and without that, it's all just bullshit anyway.

11) you may be the best person i will ever know. don't lose that. i hope i won't lose touch with you.