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afterDo you understand the euphoria after the pain is gone?   
Do you understand Do you understand me   
Do you understand what I need from you?   
Do you know how it feels to be dizzy with contentment? To fill your lungs up and love the air,   
The toe-curling pleasure of letting yourself be,   
have you felt the hurts that I have? Can you hear the music like me? The harmony and dissonance, the closed eyes of perfect moments, the ecstasy of rawness. The sharp bite, the urgency, the stillness, the night that is dark but void of fear? Sleep without dreams.   
Do you know the sunrise alone, after
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mine
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novemberwinter white  moth   
paper wings beating  against the  too  thin air  struggling to find hold in   
winter  white sky  searching for a vestige of life  frost  bitten grass   
but something more  
immediate catches  
my eye   
and you, half alive  vanish in-  to  thin air november
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found poetryi need you beside me  as it turns out  to talk to and to kiss and to hold  to sleep next to and to feel safe with  to smell and to touch and to taste  my senses beg for you  like a phantom limb  desiring your presence when you’re not here  filled up by it when you’re beside me  reassured in the middle of the night  after insomniac drinks and videogames  
after promises and revelations  you always come back to me just like i need you to  and waiting for you never leaves me empty   
it leaves me warm and spooning and  
soft  
little  
sigh   found poetry
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Mon Nov 20, 2006, 9:11 PM
stolen from queenhrosie

The rules:


* List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.

* Don't say who they pertain to.

* Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

* Never discuss it again.

1) the reason i'm not ready yet is that i think you might break my heart. i will not let me love you.

2) i hate that we lost what we had. i thought it was important but too-busy turned into nothing-to-talk-about turned into insensitivity and not-caring. i wish it hadn't.

3) i still miss you. i still hate that you didn't want me enough to try and keep me.

4) you are the only thing that keeps me sane and gives me hope of being better.

5) i love you and i cannot wait to tell you. i hope that i won't stop loving you once i have.

6) i would do anything for you.

7) i am so scared to lose you. i don't know what i will do when you are gone, i might not be able to cope anymore without you.

8) you are still a good person, and we still love you.

9) why didn't you call.

10) it's too late for us to be best friends, i've already lost respect for you, and without that, it's all just bullshit anyway.

11) you may be the best person i will ever know. don't lose that. i hope i won't lose touch with you.

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:iconzhoumlh:
~zhoumlh May 16, 2009, 9:25:13 PM
i enjoy reading yr poems :)

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Zhou
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~critmass Nov 27, 2008, 1:43:28 PM
a fave! from you..

thankyou
thankyou
thankyou

thats 3
not 2

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its not too late to become what you were meant to be
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~popsongs Apr 18, 2008, 11:29:24 AM
thanks for the watch! :)
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~thecoolbeane May 10, 2007, 7:30:32 PM
i clicked on 'CLosure' and it said it is gone.. did you delete it ? I really wanted to give it a read.

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2 pockets full
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~Cupid-Love101 Apr 2, 2007, 6:47:18 PM
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read this and now I must do as it says...

You do not have to reply!
(Actually do not reply at all)




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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!




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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to
your self 6 times!!




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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!



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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1special
person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll down
focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish.


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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.


After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what you
wished for will come true within in one week!


u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!















Keep going

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Keep going


















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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now pay very
close attention to this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain letters
that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these stories.


First Example:

Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this same
chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got
this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just thought, no big deal. And
deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If
she would have sent the letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.



Second Example:

Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was short and
chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade.
The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.



Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen to this.
A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he
had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64
and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the next day
his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only me.
We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!


15 people- your crush will say they like you


20 people- your crush will ask you out!


25 people- your crush will kiss you!!


30 people - Your crush will have sex with you


35 people or more- All of the above!!

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I am the master of love! Knower of all soulmates!
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~conjured Sep 11, 2006, 7:39:34 PM
you seem to have disappeared, so it seems i'm here at a bad time?
Hope you won't stay missing for too long.
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~MizuJinx Aug 7, 2006, 6:23:20 PM
you write poetry like my mother, and she's damn good. your gallery is amazing :D

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tada!
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~racora May 25, 2006, 1:17:16 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:
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~conjured May 22, 2006, 9:01:47 AM
hi. i noticed you posted 2 new ones, and i've read it. But my mind is kinda empty at the moment, so i shall instead drop you a hello note. Hello!
You probably don't know this, but i really look forward to what you write. More so than the rest.

It's strange, now that i think of it, to feel..strangely connected to you, and the things you write.

Ok...i hope you have a good day and week!
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